Well, it's been one full week since NaNoWriMo. I have thoroughly enjoyed the vacation from churning out two or three thousand words of fiction every single day. And I was fully intending to continue work on my unfinished NaNo book in January after a nice long break from it. But NaNo put me in the habit of writing every day and I realised I need to keep going before that habit vanishes altogether. After all, writers write, right? (har har - bad one, I know) And they write a lot in order to improve themselves.
So I figured, I have this vox blog, right? I never really use it anymore, right? Well, I should. I decided I need to quit worrying about whether or not I have anything worthwhile to post, and just write. Of course I've known that for the last two years, but I still always drew a blank on what to write about. Or just didn't feel like it. And facebook gets all my frivolous internet finds these days.
So here's the thing. I have decided I need to post a paragraph a day. That's five sentences. Sounds easy enough, right? Gee, I hope so. Ideally it would be fiction; a fiction paragraph that can stand on its own. Or perhaps something like this old post that totally dramatised my stinky, icky trash chute. I suppose I could start by looking at the vox question of the day. Never did pay much attention to those. But that's because they never really inspired me in the first place - thousands of other people potentially writing about the same thing and all. Plus - not fiction.
So one thing it occurred to me to try is to pick a random book off my shelf, turn to a random page, point to a random sentence, and then try to expand on that. Not sure if that'll work or not. For one thing, I may still draw a complete blank - working off the words of others and all. For another, I don't have many books here, as the majority are still in storage. The ones that are here will either end up being an excellent trove of ideas or a really really bad suck hole of non-ideas. Most of the books I have here are reference books on cool, obscure or fictional topics like Celtic lore and history, British mythology, or encyclopaedias of fairies or monsters or magic. Quite frankly, I might become intimidated trying to write even just a simple paragraph on such topics without having fully studied up on them. But we shall see.
Now, I no longer have NaNo's invisible guilt monkeys to keep me on
task, and even making myself write this post was a challenge only
overcome by the fact that I wanted to start this precisely one week
after NaNo. Which is right now - tada! Instant deadline. And I don't honestly expect myself to do it every single day without fail, indefinitely. But if I refer to it as roughly a daily thing, maybe that will help the guilt monkeys come round. You know, when many days go by and I haven't touched the vox compose page and I start to feel guilty for allowing "daily" to turn into "weekly" to turn into "occasionally" or worse.
So that's my spiel. But I want you to help me too. I want you to throw ideas at me. If the book thing isn't working it might be nice to have ideas to fall back on, to choose between when nothing else sparks a single sentence. (Seriously. You'd be surprised just how empty my head can become when I sit down to write for the sake of writing. Remember journaling in junior high? Yeah, I hated that more than gym, I think. I could never think of anything to write in the moment.)
But more than the benefit of having the ideas themselves, if you are sending them to me, I'll know you're reading. And expecting something from me. Nothing gets me going like knowing someone is expecting me to do something I've set out to do. In essence you become my invisible guilt monkeys. Invisible, of course, only because I can't see you through the interwebs.
So, wish me luck. And I hope my paragraphs don't bore you to pieces! (like this post undoubtedly has ~__^)
love-love. lindsay